First Post of 2008

I am really very fast. I wonder How my client’s handle me. May be that I try to do too many things at a time.

Anyways, so this is my first post of 2008. What a year this is. Last year I complained about bad client’s and not work & yes also about loses in business. This year is pretty exciting. Have some great clients. One is like a more of a colleague or say friend. I get good amount of work from him.

Then I have a exciting client. He is a author, not just an author, but a famous author. His name is Chetan Bhagat, has written 2 best selling contemporary classics in India. I am working on his new website which would be launched in a week.

This year so far has been great, its like I am getting to eat fruits of the tree that I had planted last year.

I accidently deleted the background’s of this blog, but will create something new and will upload it soon. Well my soon does mean few months, but this time I will try to outdo myself.

See u later.


New LIFE!!!


After too many mistakes, too many incidents, many friends, few great friends, few love, some of my best moments, I finally have started valuing my life more than I ever did.

I have seen many dreams, and I am very sure now is the time to go behind them with all the energy I have. I could either be broke if I don’t succeed. But I would have no regrets. The reason is, I hated the world all my life. Finally I started loving it. Many things happened in my past which made me hate everyone. But when I sit today and think of everything, it feels like a puzzle. Everything happened for a reason, and sometimes which I felt bad about then, makes me think and smile now, because those moments which I considered bad then, are in fact the best moments of my life. Life just feels great.

I hope I never find any more friends now, why?? because I want to always remember and stay in touch with the friends I made in my hostel. I want to be in that life for the rest of my life. There are so many thing sin my head which I am trying to write down, but unfortunately the best thing sin your head and the most intense feelings can never be written and spoken. They just remain in your mind and make you smile when you remember them.

All my confusions about my future are almost clear. Earlier my journey was feeling like walking in a dark room not knowing what I would bump upon. But its light everywhere now. Life feels clear and am ready to run instead of crawling and walking.

The journey am going to begin, would not be the easiest, might be the hardest but I know one thing, that it would create some more memories & some more wonderful moments, that I would be able to remember after I end my journey.

Would write back soon. Good Night.


Tommy Hilfiger insulted INDIANS.

//This is a old email which I am posting now. Once you finish reading, read the last line before reacting.

I’m sure many of you watched the recent taping of the Oprah Winfrey show in Chicago where her guest was Tommy Hilfiger. On the show, she asked him if the statements about race he was accused of saying were true.

Statements like”…”If I’d known African-Americans, Hispanics, Jewish, INDIAN and Asians would buy my clothes, I WOULD NOT have made them so nice. I wish these people would *NOT* buy my clothes, as they are made for upper class white people.”

His answer to Oprah was a simple “YES”.

Where after she immediately asked him to leave her show.

A suggestion? Don’t buy your next shirt or perfume from Tommy Hilfiger. Let him get what he asked for. Let’s not buy his clothes, let’s put him in a financial state where he himself will not be able to afford the ridiculous prices he puts on his clothes.


If we are small, then send it to the whole community and see the result. We have to see the result of unity. Stop buying all range of Hillfiger products, perfume, cosmetics, clothes, bags etc

Save our Dignity


OK, now all the above was a rumour.

See this link for the facts. And in case you ever get any such rumours in your email do send it to me.


Prashant Tamang – The New Indian Idol 3

Hello everyone from which I mean the 2 or 3 people who sometimes visit my blog on my request and sometimes order.
I was missing from blogging for a few days, as the business had become too much and am still recovering from loses. But luckily I have a good programmers working for me, who handle the work well and giving me some peace of mind.

Well today Prashant Tamang has won and become the new Indian Idol. From everything I read about him in newspapers and seen on news, its very much clear that if he participates in his regional elections, then he would win hands down. I have read about Tea garden workers there, who earn a daily wage of Rs. 80 spending more than 50% of their money on sending SMS to vote for their Idol. If this is the craze, then definitely him winning is a nice thing, as the other finalist who lost, has a damn unique voice and would for sure become a idol himself in music industry some day soon. Best part was the healthy competition seen among them. After the results were announced, they were holding each other for a while and Prashant had tears in his eyes. But looking at them felt like Amit was not a contestant but Prashant’s brother who came there to support him. Those guys are great and I feel this time the entire 13 finalist were great.

I would get back on Monday and would write something more about my life.


a grt new day!!!

I have started to see a lot of changes in myself. I always spent time planning about my future and my business and never spent time on the way I looked and my health. But things seem to be changing for the best. I do used to work out but not regularly but from last few days I have been working out daily, and the best or the worst part is even when I am working all I can think is about working out more :).

I always give myself time to accomplish something and I have done the same this time too. I have lots of pimples on my face which have been same from last couple of years. I am going tomorrow to a skin specialist to get the cure for them and am going to spend as much as I can to get rid of them within next 3 months. I am also going to get in shape in the next 3 months as I am tired of the way I look and feel and just want to improve everything about me and my life.

Due to the above reasons I have also deleted all my accounts in social community websites so that I can spent as much time as i have on working for my business to expand it as much as I can in the next 6 months and to work out as much as I could in the coming weeks. I hope I just continue as I have planned. This time i feel lot of energy rushing into me to help me to what I wanted to do since long time.

Lets how many changes I can make in the next 3 months….


another day over.

Another day over in waiting and working. My wish of getting rid of my emotions and feelings is coming true everyday. How? well torture yourself emotionally and once you have a emotional breakdown you would be more emotionally stable next time. Just the way we work out and exercise as long as our muscles are torn which again regenerate and new and stronger muscles are formed. Well life works same way.

Its always better to be sad and maintain your sadness and then later become a cold person then to have stupid emotional state of mind and mood swings. Life would had been a lot better if we were just like animals. But since its not that way, I would have to figure out something to make my life easier.
will right again tomorrow, till then good night…


dreams come true but too late

All my life i have been living with a belief that opportunities are not given in your hands, you have to take your hands and grab the opportunities. It happened again, but this is nor an opportunity neither anything else. Its something that I wanted, sort of my dream which i had started believing wont come true. But I am wrong. The dream has come true, and I have to put my hands in front. But I wont this time. I might think I am a fool later on for not taking the opportunity, but its better to not take it than to take it and repeat history again and then suffer later. Life is just damn confusing, wont let you live with ease, just when everything seems to be getting better there is a knock on the door and then you get kicked.

Well I will see to it that I don’t repeat my mistakes again this time. Somethings are better not said, and I would do the same by keeping things with myself instead of letting others know. If God exists he would surely be laughing at our stupid problems.


gotto change atleast now

My life seems to be pathetic even when I am doing better than many of other guys my age with who had as much resources as I had, still I don’t know why I am not Happy. The biggest mistake I have done in my life is to find happiness from others. My life has no timings or schedule. I got up at 2:20am and writing this blog which is enough to prove my the way my life is.

Can’t sleep now, have a slight fever, so now just wasting my time in here. I think i have to start doing some yoga or something to make peace with myself which can put me to some ease. Right now, I hope I am able to work in the morning, since I have to setup my office anyhow by July end. And I also have to re-design my website and to have a new website for the all services except design and development. And the most important task is also to increase the profits or at least the total revenue by more than 75% in these 2 months. Dammit lot of things to be done. Expansion is not a easy thing, and trying to make your dreams a reality is another dream in itself. My and my stupid thoughts.

Anyways, its already 5:38am and I have to sleep and wake up by 10:00am and finish some pending work by tomorrow morning. Till 15th I am going to finish all pending work and after that I would start new projects and also work on internal one’s. 10 days of this month are over so fast, at this speed I think I would be old and dead in no time.

Bye for now…


Another day over of my pathetic life

Another boring day over. My design work is over, and now programmers are doing their programming work on clients projects. So am free from last 2 days, well not free exactly If i want I can do some things which have to be done, but since I am not in a mood and those things are not urgent so I din do anything.

Another day of long wait for good things to happen to cheer my mood was unsuccessful. These last few days have made me think very deeply about the way I am living my life. Professional part is going the way it should a bit slow though, but at personal level its like I have nothing. One thing is that the friends I had made while in hostel(dorm) might be the last good friends I would ever have. They know me not completely but more than anyone else. The time I had spent there was the best time of my life. I don’t know about the future, I might have all things I want in future, but that time won’t be back again.

I have always wasted my life best moments, thinking about future and the end instead of enjoying the moment. There are lots of examples which I wont disclose, but am a big fool that I can say for sure.

Would write back again in few hours.